just this
Aware Presence
Ryan has paused outward offerings for now.
The next chapter is unfolding through his Substack publication, Not That, Just This, and his upcoming book, Transcending, due for release in early 2026.
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REMOVE ANY AND ALL OBSTACLES
Real freedom is not discovered at the top of a climb, but in the recognition that there was never a mountain to scale in the first place. The struggle to arrive, to become, to reach some imagined summit dissolves the moment this is seen.
Every form of seeking, in its own way, points to this truth. Meditation, contemplation, and study are tools that help along the path. Books, teachers, and retreats serve as guiding lights. Breakdowns, breakthroughs, and realisations play their part, coming and going as stepping stones.
Yet all of these are only preparations. The search itself ends when the illusion of a separate self falls away and the obstacles that obscured reality are cleared to reveal the truth of what we are.
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Patterns repeat, struggles persist, and the familiar weight of frustration, confusion, and anxiety lingers. It isn’t from a lack of effort. It comes from the weight of what has not yet been seen. Unprocessed emotions, ingrained patterns, and the mind’s illusions keep what you seek just out of reach. These obstacles are not out there in the world – they live within, looping you through cycles of fear, attachment, resistance, and survival. The mind whispers doubt, fuels worry, distorts reality, and hides the truth of who you are.
The way through is not in adding more – not more knowledge, not more effort, not more techniques. The turning point comes from removing what is in the way. As the barriers dissolve, awareness expands and consciousness naturally rises. What comes is not temporary insight, but clarity, peace, and freedom that remain. This is about clearing every last obstacle between you and the fullest expression of life that is already here, living through and as you.
THE EVOLUTION OF CONSCIOUSNESS
The evolution of consciousness is the unfolding of truth - the shift from identification with an imagined self to the realisation of what has always been beyond the filters and patterns of the mind. You are not the thoughts, emotions, or body. You are not separate. You are one with the Source of all existence - God, the Creator, and life itself.
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Consciousness is the awareness that underlies all existence. It is without form, without beginning, and without end – infinite, formless, and beyond all limitation. At its simplest, it is the pure awareness of being, the silent knowing: I exist. As this recognition deepens, its true nature reveals itself as the essence of God, moving through all creation as the energy of love.
Love, in this sense, is not a feeling to chase or an achievement to earn. It is unconditionally inclusive, expressing itself in countless ways – kindness, compassion, patience, forgiveness, generosity, understanding, humility, and gratitude. As consciousness expands, these qualities are not forced; they arise naturally, free of resistance, attachment, or illusion.
This shift is already underway within humanity. As inner obstacles dissolve, the collective field rises. Awareness begins to replace fear, and unity dissolves division. Truth reveals itself without needing defence, standing on its own, clear and self-evident.
TRANSCENDING
Transcending is not a technique. It is the removal of everything that stands in the way. It dissolves illusion, deepens awareness, and clears the path to higher consciousness. Nothing is added - only what is false is cleared.
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To Master the unknown, it must first be brought into awareness. Awareness illuminates what is hidden, dissolving illusions at their source. When seen clearly, they no longer run in the background - they dissolve and fall away.
The Evolution of Consciousness is already unfolding. Transcending supports and accelerates this process. It clears the inner obstacles that keep clarity, wisdom, and truth blocked and out of reach.
This is not another method or technique to perfect or do ‘right’. It is a living process - emerging directly from deep self-exploration. It aligns with wisdom echoed across traditions, yet it is entirely original - born from direct experience.
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Beyond the illusion of self, to the reality of what you are
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“Nature doesn’t give you peace - it shows you what’s already here. Sometimes that’s the depth of your own being, sometimes it’s the restlessness sitting on top of it…
either way, it’s the perfect mirror.” - Ryan
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